MvJj, 12 HyJj 2005
Hm H@jJ[& cmboM

c DmCb, JCb, p[Cb vmi&k cvYJv. Jo nll, D#h Il} pll, l DYJkwlǮ kjJv. c n YJv . cu Ghc vn, l oJIj uC! pu Ghc vn lu mljM m JM<Cb uJC lj Dfnm k? c m DM JK vn. l kj lv ku lj nl uilb- `c cnCp c cnCp c Dmlb!` l DYJ `mc` Dml EkJ vml, SJ{ k l Hjk! cbiM h[iJkjbv yuiClv c箳 DYJkwlǮ kl hb oKJu Dnl!
cCm pmpm mmbmk=l nl iu, lmlm Dvk vm|ik iR oM&v mbk yUiu uiu. Mjj vmi&JmL PkCm Jm$ hjOv k uiu. kbo-cUb-hu k KCh# lJj Ƭ kv KT uiu. h{ h{ vm|ik YJvbb ikjCn mJOhC, shhC k uiu. mmbmk=lkjC箳 Jml DOkOk vm|ik iR mbk nl iu. cb ikjC n lhkǮ Sk.
c kJn, kmb, klhl J kjJb , mbkl mcpl { Pu. l mbkl hUCb cnCp Mj- Dmb cvub pT uiub. l mbkl PijCNu mcp J mnv kjCb Yi h[ uiub.
ljn c YJv plkUǮ cUl O. lcU c DYJ kCl kUl HjM o[v jnu vn. H DYJǮ jl youl iu, SJ{b! j j, shk shk, [jkw- Fvd[jkw, mupp- vu&pp... DM Dvk kjbv c JUJU J nl jnub. c n Hj Hm&Hu YJv Dn. l DJ箳 hlUJj Hj kU vn jn Mkl. l DJ<kj DU Dml. H DJ<kj cOcb kU-JUvmj youll.
hjubi Jkwlǵ ckU mbJon oc&U nl, lJn ony}lv c DJ<kj nl Dm. upv nmCb, ljk k#, DPjl mhM&, Skbll} c Ƭ cnCpn c箳 DYJǮ cOcb nl. ckhC cYJv J kjCj n cOcb. h{ h{ c pmb O nl iub, lM ck YJvbv Myoh cUub. ch$blv, kJblv, ilblv l J kjChl cpu pT uiu. kJ DC ilkjbv lj ckb cǮ m kv Ju. lYJvb cMyo ckbv kc j[c[ cUl iu... cmboM hJlv kc Du.
Sk kU Dm nl k, c n h$lv J kjC pcv nl. ch$ Myo kO mJl: Dml, kO Gmv. kO ll mJjƮl kJl Dml, kO kC箳 {huu. YJvbv DLbyuu h$bl Ghc, Gl#, DlM DM mJ& Dubkjb j}} Dm. Dubk=l h$bv mpJǮ mp {Jv l moj Dh&C ku pl. v# Ʈlv, Ʈ$ k{v, iuy [kJv, cb lk lJj ƮkJv Jij l mpJu pl.
h{ h{ ci SJ{ k ICNb kRJ Tv DC lb hjcL&l Dhu mJL& nv Ei k[& JJm pvcu Du. yIl yIl l HHJu. j[c[ ch$bcO lkpC Dhu Km mboM MO uiu. hC yL& [ k[& ICFlk n ccu mh vJnl. c箳 s Dvk. lcU Dhu YJvu i Myo oCj mboM kCl EicO Dnl, n v vk MOJb ui. y[ Ei k[& kbhvb k@hcmm&v lM m ku nl cnC! h{ h{ ci n JUk{ Jh vk cnCv k[& Dl mJ&mcJMk mboM oCN ov-j DU DC cKh=Jj SKob uYm EkJ `oYok` Ʈ$ DM MYsh$b ^W[ mLjJu. yu lC v ol vJ[l CN MYsh$bJj ckb G[ h[ uiu. cO Sk ^W[ Dmn Du k, `Ʈ$ Dc, Myo lc.` Ei k[&Jj mbklk Ʈ$ shuu Dm DC Dlu yp jkc. nJ l Myo lcnǮ Yj!
Dl lj Kh M@&k ci& GhuyO Pu Dnl. `D uJn `, `y c Jn@uWFv`, `c uJn` Dm Duh#j mboM Dmuu EkJ vmuu ccWp n um H@Mv Dn. [ yDj, iuy, cT iyiyl mH @, yoc (o) n `DYJ iHwmd` cnCp c DI<l D@cy@m[j yvu Dnl. lln Skckbv yuiuu ov [ yDj cnCp `m kw!` kCn ou k kJUu pCj. oj HkJM JC mJu vn. mbJovbv mo IuCj DM Dvk kw, uJnu `DYJ iHwmd` Dp D& i@uj, iHw M@hcOv lCbv KCJl Dmll. nl, h, vk, [U p[v k&v JjK OjC kuu yoc, uYm Dkj箳 Hcm, MY iuy, yock=l EkJ yDjk=l I[Ub, k@H ci, pby Ei k[&, cc vo PbkjCj EJ[Fcm, yock=l oiv... Dk<&k Jmlb vml juu Dml. hJa Ei k[& ouvb Dmb JM<C OjC kjCN okvbv Dl Dhub h[b youub. Dl lL H SKo mkwMv Ei k[& Dml, yk okvYj DM DYJ iHwmd. hJa bi k[& okvb Dl Pu Dnl- iHw M@hm. n iHw M@hm $lvmj m@k youll. vlU oJml lL Epiu yu mj vvoll DC mJ& Ƹmcmc iHwmd Dmll. kUl mblkwu@p, Ƹmcm ^, boC, mup, @kumd, v Fj k[&mdb lL DOjp Dml. mO箳 `hj k cmc`cO lLu j@k vd j@k cc Pu.
c箳 DYJǮ n iHwmd Flk kw, k l mJkju pCj, K$Ǯ. nb, Yu l oCNb c mJkjub vnn pCj, hC l箳 cb lk P[kjub pC Mkwl pJUpJU vnǮ. oCNu lJ{ oum- `cj hj k lnH Gmk hm n~` `cj ks mcv lcnj hm h[ n`b mcOv lj l cJju kc cUl jnu!
90 b oMk mbhhl `Jn@uWF&v [` GlmJ k@up k@chmJj mpj nl vJnl. vn cnC} jP [, @ku [ DM YJv J kjC vcb nl. hC 21 J Mlk箳 GbyjJj Dmlv DlOvk mbhk& cOcbv Dhuu hʳ mcppJU vTv hnJub DC n hƽck[ GlmJ hJxk[n mpj nT uiu. pilkkjCv JmOJ kbykcd mbkuhv l#l DCu DC yIl yIl n GlmJ Dhun Pu.
Fbjv쮳 cpul hnubo kC mcu Pub Dmu, lj l J h{. Fbjv n pmb cnl cUJCb mOv, lmb l mbhk&b DC h&vb YJv J kjCb cOc yvub. FbjvJv F&-cu箳 j pM Dhl-c$b mbhk&l jnC m Pu lMǮ cmbo hJCn! lb$%v箳 ilcU h{ h{ `@` vck ihhb kf mbiCk箳 h[Jj DJlju. `hjYj yl`- ln DvUK JMm- kjC mbO oCj n kfn yIl yIl oJv oubv Dhum ku.
vJb mnk GiJub l cU cyF&u blǮ ypb ITv. hpj vck mboM-b$u hj jylu kjl muHvv c-cR kyp Ilu. ioaln SkblJm cUJv oCjb, kc nll Dmuub n b$ mbJoJJj DvY< m ipJ uiub. YJvb ikjCm vJb cOc Dub... Dio Kmi!
lb Dlbl KmihC- n l箳 Mb ick yvub. ch$ kC箳 lj nl h[C Oml. Ein lǮ il. cb lk Dmuu Jml Ijl J j. Fbjv쮳 h[Jj Flj kC [kJu k, n Yl. cyF&u nB[m c$ cj Dhv! vn cnCu iu ov-lv oMkb uB[uFv Hvn cmbJob cOc yvu nl k! DJ, l lC-lCRb lmvd lm HvJj yuCb DC ur yuh hukb cL Y[kCb. lln JnmǮ yWy! mOv kbyblu lCbv hukbk[ nf kv k@[&um Hv, y[c Hvm cUJun, hC h@juu uFv Yl nlǮ v! muHvv kmb mJv vO&ml kub. kCln Jlu ckbv l Jjov jub. uivhJ& ck kMu, cb D}Jj vlb phCj y@m- myD@|[v Dm, mnkj Dm, kC `J`M (hl, hlv Dj ...) cU ihh kjC mJO muHvv mnp hjJu.
SmScSm n ln h{b mbhk& cOc.i luv u, tons of kissesDmb Duh#jlv c J kjCj n cmEpi mmc Myobn huk[ pTv mbklk Y<lvn J nT uiu. ykv n&, iuy is DM Ʈ$bn l sM mvJj clkb cnCv mk uiu.
ubyǮ[ ch$b, MyoybyU ckJhmv l Hm H@jJ[& cmboM Dm c箳 DYJǮ Jiv nCj Jm! cOcb youu lj DYJu h& vn, n DOjKl kjCj!
MYo kj